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Monday, March 9, 2026
Replying to Raccoons #raccoons9986 Yes, this is it, and I have no clue how to fix that
I don't think there's an easy way to re-program your brain, and to varying degrees of intensity and frequency, everyone feels some form of decision paralysis and questions their own motivation or direction.
We all know there aren't some universal sliding scales to chart yourself on, no meyers briggs test that will tell you how to find fulfillment, no productivity DNA to sequence
Some people need to believe in long-term plans that they can see every bend and curve of, some live in the moment in the most absolute way. Some feel constrained by time being finite, some relish in it. Some only value external motivation/reinforcement, some only internal
If you're not fulfilled, question what you're doing. at the micro or macro level, or both. Try new things, try old things, sometimes you have to force yourself, sometimes it'll come naturally. Slowly chip away at that and figure out what the fuck you want from life and how you want to live it. And every time you end up at the complete wrong place, get up and start again.
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Tuesday, March 10, 2026
It begins
Mistakes into miracles
Wednesday, March 11, 2026
true!
Friday, March 13, 2026
the entire idea of credit is insane
But who will replace them...?
you would dare suggest that we make them do work rusp?
yeah
did you see that
tunnel they made that one time
oh yeah good news I think my tumor is healing
if I had a child it would be a much bigger affair
yeah me too rup
the weirder part about credit is that it's a private system
not governmental
because it's private, there is no mechanism to find out details about your credit score or financial holds that are put on you bu the 3 credit bureaus
(people should also just have WAY less available credit in general)
which is the fault of the government, but is based on the credit rating system
Monday, March 16, 2026
It was 15 today, going to be -15 in a few days
weather crazy\
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Thursday, March 19, 2026
I have some unprompted workplace drama that's just weirdly petty. I was tasked to see if a feature is feasible and it took a major edit to half our entire codebase. Since someone else is tasked to rewrite one entire library, I figure, hey, this isn't worth it to edit everything if you just keep this feature in mind since rewriting that will fix everything. I've sent them 3 Teams messages, an email with an entire writeup explaining everything and I can never find them in person... no response to anything. And then today we were at an update meeting and they just won't fucking answer anything so it was an awkward back and forth and now it's supposedly some drama. Anyway there we go.
I feel like remote people are better at answering their emails
Everyone in-office is just fucking around most of the time
Friday, March 20, 2026
