Ativan
general
Monday, June 17, 2024
They are not killing me in fact they work very well with no noticeable side effects, it is just they are not pills you should be on for any significant period of time
You can become dependent on them
They only even gave me like 12
Can you add a mask item that when you put on you get better loot table drop rates
The side effect being that the song mask replaces every song in the game
it replaces all BGM with garbage singing dreams song, but bit cruched and shitty
He sings the among us parody so he can't sue
Dream suing Spooky (he is our publisher) would be such a funny outcome
I meant that me being out of that period was probably mostly because of them
Not that they are what put me in that period
What put me in that period is I don't fucking know, I was mostly fine for weeks after coming back then suddenly it happened
I would wake up and be fine but inevitably throughout the day become convinced there was some sign of a stroke or death
Pirate, next time I think you should let us each pick a single pill for you to try
there are some cool named ones that your doctors have been missing out on
Well I believe that there was not actually a sign logically
But when it is happening it feels like there is an actual danger
Replying to Spooky Phijkchu #spooky.131 Pirate, next time I think you should let us each pick a single pill for you to try there are some cool named ones that your doctors have been missing out on
I like this idea. Just have Pirate go in with a long list of pills and ask his doctor about each
The last one before i had these pills was a constant feeling of a sinking feeling in my heart
And if I focused on it without doing anything it would feel like I needed to manually beat it
The root of this is the time when i passed out randomly
That probably made me hyper-sensitive to any signs of potentially passing out
Which extended like a feedback loop
Pirate, this is not a joke question
but have you considered riding a roller coaster that will force you to black out on?
if you're hyperfixated on signs of impending blackout
voluntarily engaging in a safe blackout method
Well the initial problem was that my experience after passing out was very bad
that has a known entry and exit condition
I don't know if you remember how I described it
I'm not suggesting it, I just had the idea and wondered if you had the same thought
I do Pirate
Although it is long enough ago now that I am not really worrying about that in particular as much now
I think it is mental probably
There are some things that do not add up though
Such as why I passed out the first time just randomly after waking up
Or why it suddenly came back even after I "got over it"
I guess it can be subconscious mental
Maybe this is all just karma for me always saying things like anxiety or panic attacks are not real
Well it's funny because when the really bad period started I stopped waking up with the sleep issues
The past 3 days i've had them though
The best case is that there is some actual issue that is found and that can be handled
Otherwise I'll have to like
Go join a shrine in the mountains and learn how to meditate
Such as
Pirate, what if your amount of gooning is inaccurate for your condition
try gooning more and less
and see if that helps