Message in #general · Neon Genesis Phijkchu

Phijkchu_Pikachu Jun 17, 2024 5:19 PM general

Replying to Spooky Phijkchu #spooky.131

Pirate, next time I think you should let us each pick a single pill for you to try there are some cool named ones that your doctors have been missing out on

I like this idea. Just have Pirate go in with a long list of pills and ask his doctor about each

Rusp Jun 17, 2024 5:19 PM general

You are having panic attacks my nigga

reorruatrnte Jun 17, 2024 5:19 PM general

The last one before i had these pills was a constant feeling of a sinking feeling in my heart

Rusp Jun 17, 2024 5:19 PM general

Go watch the puss and boots movie

reorruatrnte Jun 17, 2024 5:19 PM general

And if I focused on it without doing anything it would feel like I needed to manually beat it

Gent Jun 17, 2024 5:19 PM general

Manual heartbeats

Rusp Jun 17, 2024 5:20 PM general

Pirate I think I have what you have but much lesser

Rusp Jun 17, 2024 5:20 PM general

There's only been one time it's come to a head but after I convinced myself it was fake they stopped happening

Rusp Jun 17, 2024 5:20 PM general

Don't take this as medical advice it just sounds similar

reorruatrnte Jun 17, 2024 5:21 PM general

The root of this is the time when i passed out randomly

reorruatrnte Jun 17, 2024 5:21 PM general

That probably made me hyper-sensitive to any signs of potentially passing out

Rusp Jun 17, 2024 5:21 PM general

I never passed out, but I had times where I felt like I couldn't breathe at all and felt like I was going to

reorruatrnte Jun 17, 2024 5:21 PM general

Which extended like a feedback loop

Rusp Jun 17, 2024 5:22 PM general

And then the first time it happened it kept happening

Rusp Jun 17, 2024 5:22 PM general

Via the loop

Spooky Phijkchu Jun 17, 2024 5:22 PM general

Pirate, this is not a joke question but have you considered riding a roller coaster that will force you to black out on?

reorruatrnte Jun 17, 2024 5:22 PM general

No

Rusp Jun 17, 2024 5:22 PM general

What does that accomplish

Spooky Phijkchu Jun 17, 2024 5:22 PM general

if you're hyperfixated on signs of impending blackout

Gent Jun 17, 2024 5:22 PM general

How about something really thrilling, like a zipline

Spooky Phijkchu Jun 17, 2024 5:22 PM general

voluntarily engaging in a safe blackout method

reorruatrnte Jun 17, 2024 5:23 PM general

Well the initial problem was that my experience after passing out was very bad

Spooky Phijkchu Jun 17, 2024 5:23 PM general

that has a known entry and exit condition

reorruatrnte Jun 17, 2024 5:23 PM general

I don't know if you remember how I described it

Spooky Phijkchu Jun 17, 2024 5:23 PM general

I'm not suggesting it, I just had the idea and wondered if you had the same thought

Spooky Phijkchu Jun 17, 2024 5:23 PM general

I do Pirate

reorruatrnte Jun 17, 2024 5:24 PM general

Although it is long enough ago now that I am not really worrying about that in particular as much now

Rusp Jun 17, 2024 5:25 PM general

I tend to believe this is at least 80% mental

Rusp Jun 17, 2024 5:25 PM general

From how you describe it

reorruatrnte Jun 17, 2024 5:25 PM general

I think it is mental probably

Rusp Jun 17, 2024 5:25 PM general

I mean, they haven't found anything wrong with you yet anyways....

reorruatrnte Jun 17, 2024 5:25 PM general

There are some things that do not add up though

reorruatrnte Jun 17, 2024 5:26 PM general

Such as why I passed out the first time just randomly after waking up

reorruatrnte Jun 17, 2024 5:26 PM general

Or why it suddenly came back even after I "got over it"

reorruatrnte Jun 17, 2024 5:26 PM general

I guess it can be subconscious mental

Rusp Jun 17, 2024 5:27 PM general

Could be sleep apnea

reorruatrnte Jun 17, 2024 5:27 PM general

Maybe this is all just karma for me always saying things like anxiety or panic attacks are not real

Rusp Jun 17, 2024 5:27 PM general

You wake up after failing to breathe

RIBA Jun 17, 2024 5:27 PM general

Maybe someone tried to suffocate you in your sleep

Rusp Jun 17, 2024 5:27 PM general

And then due to lack of oxygen you poop out again immediately

reorruatrnte Jun 17, 2024 5:27 PM general

Well it's funny because when the really bad period started I stopped waking up with the sleep issues

Gent Jun 17, 2024 5:28 PM general

Consequences of microdosing chloroform

Rusp Jun 17, 2024 5:28 PM general

Huy wanted his goon room

reorruatrnte Jun 17, 2024 5:28 PM general

The past 3 days i've had them though

Rusp Jun 17, 2024 5:28 PM general

And you took that from him

Rusp Jun 17, 2024 5:28 PM general

Why wouldn't you just go to sleep

RIBA Jun 17, 2024 5:29 PM general

Maybe a wizard cursed you

reorruatrnte Jun 17, 2024 5:29 PM general

The best case is that there is some actual issue that is found and that can be handled

reorruatrnte Jun 17, 2024 5:31 PM general

Otherwise I'll have to like

reorruatrnte Jun 17, 2024 5:31 PM general

Go join a shrine in the mountains and learn how to meditate

Gent Jun 17, 2024 5:31 PM general

What if you just make healthier lifestyle choices

Gent Jun 17, 2024 5:31 PM general

🙂

reorruatrnte Jun 17, 2024 5:31 PM general

Such as

Gent Jun 17, 2024 5:31 PM general

Well we saw your cafeteria tray

Phijkchu_Pikachu Jun 17, 2024 5:31 PM general

Pirate, what if your amount of gooning is inaccurate for your condition

Phijkchu_Pikachu Jun 17, 2024 5:32 PM general

try gooning more and less

Phijkchu_Pikachu Jun 17, 2024 5:32 PM general

and see if that helps

reorruatrnte Jun 17, 2024 5:32 PM general

The condition impedes gooning

Gent Jun 17, 2024 5:32 PM general

He's like that animal in the video

reorruatrnte Jun 17, 2024 5:33 PM general

In the time where I was worried about passing out, I had to avoid getting aroused or else my heartbeat rising would start the feedback loop

reorruatrnte Jun 17, 2024 5:33 PM general

I am past that now but still

Gent Jun 17, 2024 5:33 PM general

Isn't this the main character of katawa shoujo

Phijkchu_Pikachu Jun 17, 2024 5:33 PM general

Polu, come back from the arctic excursion

Phijkchu_Pikachu Jun 17, 2024 5:33 PM general

we need your expertise

Phijkchu_Pikachu Jun 17, 2024 5:33 PM general

how do we help Pirate

Spooky Phijkchu Jun 17, 2024 5:34 PM general

extra large heart upgrade

reorruatrnte Jun 17, 2024 5:34 PM general

I think if i just gradually have tests cross off every possible condition i could have

reorruatrnte Jun 17, 2024 5:34 PM general

And build up various techniques like I already have

reorruatrnte Jun 17, 2024 5:34 PM general

Should be fine eventually

reorruatrnte Jun 17, 2024 5:35 PM general

For now I have the pills but

reorruatrnte Jun 17, 2024 5:35 PM general

Even if I wanted to take them for longer, they would probably not perscribe them

RIBA Jun 17, 2024 5:36 PM general

It’s that mayo and Kraft single sandwich that’s draining your life force

reorruatrnte Jun 17, 2024 5:36 PM general

You now

reorruatrnte Jun 17, 2024 5:36 PM general

Now that you mention it

reorruatrnte Jun 17, 2024 5:36 PM general

I think I actually did pass out for the first time literally a few days after trying one of those again for the first time in a while

Gent Jun 17, 2024 5:36 PM general

I think it just got you a little too excited

RIBA Jun 17, 2024 5:36 PM general

At least the mayo isn’t fucking green

reorruatrnte Jun 17, 2024 5:37 PM general

Wait

reorruatrnte Jun 17, 2024 5:37 PM general

Hold on

reorruatrnte Jun 17, 2024 5:37 PM general

This is a really good thing actually now that I think about

reorruatrnte Jun 17, 2024 5:37 PM general

We can claim that toushin gent is based on a true experience dealing with anxiety

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