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no middle ground

I am either lazy as fuck and do nothing or I burn myself so hard that I become a grouchy asshole for a while

I am very bad at just existing

I think the only issue is with me like I said

server owner doesn't like doing invites

I just heard it from a friend who heard it from friend still in the group

that's the situation

well

did I mention the part where they said I wasn't allowed back in

I'm already unwelcome

well it's just me killing me off

it's probably accurate enough

who else could be the problem

because if this shit happens everywhere I go

it does

yeah I was thinking the same thing

I've been around this block a few times as I said

I'm just jaded as shit

not really

I'm just doomed

so why do it all over again

and it just wasn't worth it

except I came back

but same bullshit on my end

different friends different scenario

because this all happened before

I want to go back but I also know that going back is going to be a waste of my goddamn time

maybe I should just be more active here

like you said

connections

more

look where we ended up

good job retard

become a schizo loner he says it'll be cool and fun he says

I reap what I sow

point is

but still

past tense

I guess

said

or

r

all they ever say is that I'm troubled and probably don't mean half the shit I say

yeah

now I just have to live with it I guess

I really really fucked myself

I fucked myself

so I'm just

well the thing is idk how to enter said communities because those past friends were the only way to that Garbage Ever considered rejoining or finding new communities

right