rawb

I saw that in the image search result when looking for what I posted

But not until after I actually posted that

He said this the best he has ever felt

He says that every month despite being in a worse and worse mental state

its cope

I believe him this time.

Megan was the problem.

Megan was not the problem

you are wrong

he is coping

Megan was a problem, in that she did not push back against Rob going insane which let him go even more insane

but he was the cause

has he said before that he was putting the videos on membership?

No, but spooky did call that being what he meant by rupert plus

it was the obvious way to do it

I had a feeling that was what he meant, since like you said pika that was the obvious way to do it

Even if it's redundant now that rawb.art is a thing

Rawb.art is 100% why he did not do it for like a year

Honestly a little surprised he's doing it still

He is really, REALLY, hurting for money

last 2 big drops are at a minimum, from what we know, 180ish bucks a month

assuming that everyone who was not the 100 dollar donor only did 1 dollar

I didn't realize all but one of the 100 dollar donors were gone

yeah, I caught him having left Robs server

so I mean, he could in theory still be donating 100 dollars to Rob, depite hating him, but uh

thats unlikely

And to think, if Rob had not made that first episode of Unforgotten Realms when he was told his "NINETEEN PLUS FOUR, THAT MEANS I SCORE!" three-second clip was crap, this timeline wouldn't exist.

Does that timeline have a happier or sadder end for Rob?

The end of this timeline is Rob kills himself so

Yeah, I was saying is this ending unavoidable

In any timeline

Yes

Hm. Maybe he would've just been like 19 years old and been emo and be like "I'LL ALWAYS BE NOTHING" and just ended it right there

and he wouldn't have 15 years of stress and mental anguish building on him before he does it.

I guess it's a little less sad.

The timeline where Rob isn't a downward spiral is the timeline his ex wife made him get his shit together instead of just leaving

Nah, that still has the Rob that puts way too much time and effort into a shit product

As we have talked about, Robs entire life has been a series of making the right choice at the wrong time (and then making the wrong choices)

He jumped on trends before they were even trends, then stopped just as the trend blew up

so many times

So there is absolutely a timeline where Rob is at the peak of his career right now

instead of it having been like 7 years ago

I was saying the issue related to the massive stress was related to him striking gold for half a second and then digging out an entire canyon

I was thinking he'd still off himself from the stress driving him mad, just he'd be in a better situation financially

He is not going to off himself because of stress driving him mad though. He went mad, made poor choices, which put stress on him

you are putting the cart before the horse I think

Regardless of what Rob puts out, we know how horribly inefficient he is, and that he put ungodly amount of hours of work into so many projects

I'm legitimately not familiar with this phrase, can you elaborate?

You have a horse and cart, if you put the cart before the horse, you have it backwards

the horse has to be before the cart to pull it

I'm genuinely surprised you've never heard the phrase before

I thought it was common

yes dunce parse very common phrase

also should be old enough for you

it's okay though, we all learn

yeah they used horse and carts in your day

:Kappa

He fucked himself up with Unforgotten Realms on The Escapist, trying to make the episodes more and more grandiose, then trying to make them weekly instead of bi-weekly. He fucked himself up with Unforgotten Quest, trying to make a game on a scale he had nowhere near the skill or resources to do. URealms Live was great in season 1 and season 2, but he tried to make it bigger and better nonstop from season 2 onward, to the point of burning his brain out.

I'm not saying you're 100% wrong, I'm saying he causes unnecessary stress on himself by putting way too much work into shit that doesn't need it and doesn't get results.

I'm not denying that the drugs, the people he surrounded himself with, etc, contributed heavily to him having a complete mental break, either. I'm saying the stress he put on himself can't be good for his mind.

Sure, it did contribute for sure to his mental state

Had to edit that three times because I can't read what the fuck I type myself.

I just think it is a lesser factor than a lot of the other issues

The drugs was a big one

weed destroyed his mind, then doing coke or whatever fucked him more

Were the drugs something random, that he just decided to try one day because it became legal? Were they part of people he surrounded himself with? Were they to deal with stress? I acknowledge they were a big part, but I can't say why he started using at all, let alone so heavily.

Pause introduced him to weed

and he got addicted to it

Okay, but why did he get addicted to it, as you say, because it's really friggin hard to get physically addicted to marijuana.

idk, how do all the weed addicted people get addicted to it

there are a lot of people who have their lives revolve around weed

Most of them aren't physically addicted, they're psychologically dependent.

And it takes a long time and heavy usage to get to that point.

well he checks off heavy useage and time

he could not go 15 minutes into a stream without needing a weed break

I understand, I'm saying for what reason was he using heavily for such a long time.

and it was what, 2017? When pause introduced it to him

idk why people do drugs? Because it makes their brain do funny things?

He likes the funny things it does to his brain