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I did bad things...

I was hungry, and i saw a deer, it was a big horned one, a male deer.
I balled my fists and punched it with all my strength.
It died. I took the venison and the hide with me.
Only to find another deer behind me. It was a small one.
I realised what I did only a couple seconds later.

I killed the father of Bambi. I will never forgive myself for this.


Another time, i tamed 2 wolves, a male and a female wolf.
They became my best friends.
I fed them at the right times and walked them through the fields.
We had amazing moments, my wolves and me.

When I walked the dogs for the 5th time, we came across a bear.
Grizzly, to be exact.
I took my stone knife and stone axe.
Sliced as much of the bear as I could.
It took too long, I got scared. I ran back home.
When I got home, I realized my dogs didn't come along with me.
They were still with the bear, fighting. Or worse, dead.
Only a day later, I went looking for where I found the bear.
Sure enough, my dogs teleported to me when I got in range.
I went to look if the bear was still there.
It was.
I took my newer knife and axe, and continued what I tried to do the previous day.
Sliced the bear to death with the help of my wolves.
I was happy I could share this moment with my wolves.

But then, guilt hit me again when I saw this other bear behind me.
A cub, a baby bear.
It looked around to look for his mom. 
Then it saw his mom dead in the river, where I fought it.
The cub cried, I didn't know bears could cry.
I had tears in my eyes.
The cub got angry and sad, it attacked me.
I didn't want to kill a baby bear, I ran away.
My wolves followed me.
I killed the mother of a bear.

Never will I feel the same pain I did on those 3 days.
I can't sleep, thinking of what I did to those children.
Alone.
Without protection.
I should've killed them, put them out of their misery.

I pressed the escape button.
Save and quit to title.
Quit game.
I never played TFC after that.