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Karp, you seem to be in an intelectual area that most people hit at some point, where you consider full blown nhilism versus existentialism in a more general sense

I was under a similar area probably 5 years or so ago

the only reason why i would consider giving money to anyone would be rawb so he can make hours of stuff i can watch to distract myself

As valid a thing to spend money on as anything else tbh

but yeah i hate having to rely on you assholes with roles and shit

Well, sorry, it is not like I am the one doing it

¯\_(ツ)_/¯

though your probably not really that sorry

I mean

I can not really feel bad about it, it is such a trivial issue

and not something that would bother me if I was in your place

obviously stuff that isn't about you would be trivial issues

Things that are about me are trivial issues

I am eating myself to death, I have spent the last 3 days doing fucking nothing when I should have been studying

what ever

trivial issues

I just do not give a shit, I just roll with things

college also seems like a waste of money tbh

depends on what you are going for and why

I want knowledge and understanding.

That is why I am there

I do not care if I get a job

i literally have nothing in my future planned out

interesting

Do you think I do?

other then moving out of this hellhole

You have no fucking idea how much my brain annoys me. I have no ability to remember dates. My entire life is a fucking blur, where I can not tell you if something happened 5 years ago or a week ago

it is fucking painful

I lose entire weeks without realizing time has passes

passed

college is just another 2-4 years of suffering and being bullied more

so yeah i won't go to college

No one gives a shit in university

fuck highschool and fuck everyone at my highschool

highschool is a shithole

that is constant

my entire schooling has been shit

so has mine

especially fuck black people i've haven't met a single nice one yet

Depends on where you live I guess

I am friends with a black dude who is in my program, but yeah, high school black culture is cancerous

i'm pretty against black lives matter

MAYBE i would slighty care if black people actually deserved it

high school in general is cancerous

I am fully against BLM

such a worthless movement

No intelectual honesty to be had with that group

now that i think about it i should really get myself a selfdefense weapon that's legal

Why

I recomend a blade that has been folded 1000 times Kappa

to protect myself if someone just wanted to fucking rob me

because fuck you i want my shit i'll fight you to the death

wo my dude

but i'd actually have to read all the laws about self defense and shit

and what you can legally have as a weapon

i couldn't even bring a gun to the school if i owned one

which i don't own one

then i'd be perfectly armed for self defense

what type of weapon?

but no i'd have to bring something less effective then a gun

Katana Weeb Style

so when someone else wants to break the law and rob me with a gun i'll be at a disadvantage

that's for sure not allowed

You are always at a disadvantage if someone else takes the initiative to rob you

regardless of what weapons you have

Pepper Spray is Probably Super Cancer

i'm not a complete idoit

i hate when stuff gets in my eyes Rip

i'd just make myself seem like i'll willing give my shit to them

That is the worst kek.

and then fuck him up before i do

I have no idea how skilled you are fighting karp, but that seems like a poor choice

assuming the robber is also a complete idiot

i mean

they probably are

if they are going to rob me at school

An idiot is willing to go farther out of fear than someone who is not

much more likely to be stabbed if you resist

but i can get the initative on the attack