toxic-normies

All my life I thought that masculinity/femininity was like a scale. When you become more of one, you are less of the other. When really they are more like stat points in an RPG and I been neglecting half my character because the new player guides weren't very helpful.

But the old style was objectively better.

"Rob there is a typo in 1 of your 2000 cards." Bud there is a typo in litteraly everything I have ever done. I don't care about typos in the middle of a design. That's shit you fix when your done working, not still changing things.

I think some people online just want to see me fail which is weird cause that's sorta all I been doing that most of my life here online so it's just going to be most of the same. Almost every project/show I have created has failed/died.

I'm constantly trying to just make the next thing while maintain the current thing cause the last thing is already dead. I been doing this October 1st 2009. There's always something next week that I have to work on and I know I probly won't be able to see it to the end.

I can't fix my failures, but I been trying really, really, hard to learn from them. I just hope it's enough because I don't know know what to do when my passion runs out and my age prevents me from stressing my body the way this job does.

So sleepy.

Hey everyone! I took a month off from my workload in September and some things are going to be changing in my life and I'm throwing a stream to talk about it...