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He called me beautiful and asked for more, so I obliged. He sent some back too. We kept this up for months basically every other night. He told me about his kinks and the things he wanted to do to me. He eventually coerced me into showing my face, which was a big deal for me. I became infatuated in a way with him, he made me feel wanted and beautiful and I made him feel important. He got some info from me too which you'll be able to see in the screenshots.

Sometimes he wouldn't respond to me for weeks on end, and I don't know why but I felt like that was my fault for not pleasing him enough. When he stopped responding at all (around when the investigation started I found out later) I felt even more mad at myself. I was so fucking dependent on his fake love and I hate myself for it.

There's more details I can give but that's a basic overview. Fuck ProJared.

For thousands of years, people of the Far East have been looking into each other's eyes for signs of this dreaded condition. Any sign of sanpaku meant that a man's entire system — physical, physiological and spiritual — was out of balance. He had committed sins against the order of the universe and he was therefore sick, unhappy, insane, what the West has come to call "accident prone". The condition of sanpaku is a warning, a sign from nature, that one's life is threatened by an early and tragic end.