banned-users

not really it's more of a way to end your suffering when you get sick of how much life sucks

fuck other people in my opinion

i'm a selfish bastard

Suffering is what it is, when you are dead, whatever happened is irrelevant to you anyways

I personally so no reason to artificially end or extend my life

thats how I live anyways

i really find the idea of charites like ones that help people in north korea or africa to be dumb

It gives people some vain way to feel important, it serves its purpose that way I suppose

it's a giant waste of money that people donate for

Alternatively, money itself is worthless

i might as well make a fake charity and use all that moeny for myself

and anything you can spend it on is worthless

just to ease some of my enternal suffering a bit

Go read some books on absurdism

and this is also the reason why i plan to never get married

because it's a fucking trap to ruin your life

it's always a bad idea to rely on others

Karp, you seem to be in an intelectual area that most people hit at some point, where you consider full blown nhilism versus existentialism in a more general sense

I was under a similar area probably 5 years or so ago

the only reason why i would consider giving money to anyone would be rawb so he can make hours of stuff i can watch to distract myself

As valid a thing to spend money on as anything else tbh

but yeah i hate having to rely on you assholes with roles and shit

Well, sorry, it is not like I am the one doing it

¯\_(ツ)_/¯

though your probably not really that sorry

I mean

I can not really feel bad about it, it is such a trivial issue

and not something that would bother me if I was in your place

obviously stuff that isn't about you would be trivial issues

Things that are about me are trivial issues

I am eating myself to death, I have spent the last 3 days doing fucking nothing when I should have been studying

what ever

trivial issues

I just do not give a shit, I just roll with things

college also seems like a waste of money tbh

depends on what you are going for and why

I want knowledge and understanding.

That is why I am there

i literally have nothing in my future planned out

interesting

Do you think I do?

other then moving out of this hellhole

You have no fucking idea how much my brain annoys me. I have no ability to remember dates. My entire life is a fucking blur, where I can not tell you if something happened 5 years ago or a week ago

it is fucking painful

I lose entire weeks without realizing time has passes

passed

college is just another 2-4 years of suffering and being bullied more

so yeah i won't go to college

No one gives a shit in university

fuck highschool and fuck everyone at my highschool

highschool is a shithole

that is constant

my entire schooling has been shit

so has mine

especially fuck black people i've haven't met a single nice one yet

Kek

Depends on where you live I guess

I am friends with a black dude who is in my program, but yeah, high school black culture is cancerous

i'm pretty against black lives matter

MAYBE i would slighty care if black people actually deserved it

high school in general is cancerous

I am fully against BLM

such a worthless movement

No intelectual honesty to be had with that group

now that i think about it i should really get myself a selfdefense weapon that's legal

Why

I recomend a blade that has been folded 1000 times Kappa

to protect myself if someone just wanted to fucking rob me

because fuck you i want my shit i'll fight you to the death

wo my dude

but i'd actually have to read all the laws about self defense and shit

and what you can legally have as a weapon

i couldn't even bring a gun to the school if i owned one

which i don't own one

then i'd be perfectly armed for self defense

what type of weapon?

but no i'd have to bring something less effective then a gun

Katana Weeb Style