idk, I was just asking. I don't know how US tests work or are named
anime
Tuesday, June 27, 2023
I feel like the academic performance thing is completely disconnected from reality
being good at school, is its own thing
Replying to taxes #tzfi If I need to truly learn something or force myself I can grasp concepts easily, but when it comes to multiple AP classes and them all being extremely hands off and being given the option to "slack" it creates that void
I've talked to spooky about this before but unironically gifted children are as "special needs" as literal retards
so now I have absolutely zero idea of what a proper work ethic is or how to improve mine I just have a vague idea of what I like to do and what works for me, that being my pursuit of work like a feral dog and literally just rushdown-ing anything that I have to do without any sort of plan or finesse just tearing it apart
See, that's what spooky meant when he said I am retarded
when do you think the switch happens Max
the being good at school skill
I didn't need to start studying until university
I feel like there's a transition between absorbing info and demonstrating/applying it
and in a bad school system, you don't have to do much of the latter until late HS or college
but when I hit stuff like Calc and physics where it's the application of methods, and you need to study and review problems on how to combat problems or apply methods, and you're given loads of homework I didn't really have the drive, or really abilitiy to study, because I've also never really done homework