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Even though I feel like I need to lol

Neither of us did

But both of us ain’t no bitches

She was close I said

She wasn’t though

Name starts with an a

No

What’s the girls name

And that’s what is getting me

Then why would she feel that she wouldn’t be ready to be in a relationship seeing as the person who she views as safe told her he likes her

Idk if y’all somehow hacked my phone camera but if you look at me I ain’t no prize

Why me out of all the other people she knows

But also why out of a convention that 700 people were going to a day early did she want to know if I was there by the time she got there

I’m over analyzing probably

Because if she didn’t like me back why should she call her self dumb for not noticing me liking her for the past two years

I’m analyzing the convo and each part of it in my head too

Lmao

I just don’t know where to go now

She did think it was brave

Although Max was right about one thing

I even tried using humor last night when I planned on telling her to get out of telling her

I self deprecate to get out of situations

And working at a summer camp hours feel like days so

I don’t remember that was a few hours ago

Yeah you fucks are to busy memeing to help a nigga out

Actually idk what school I’m going to go to so

The thing is I’m going to see her like every day until July 26th at this point

Because waiting feels wrong at this point even thought it’s probably the right one

I don’t know what step to take

Now that I’ve told her after two years

But the thing is

The all mighty Robert Moran

As Rob says you never know what tone someone is using over the internet

It’s just my demeanor in the way I talk conveyed to text

I’m perfectly calm lol

The thing is I don’t feel like I can say anything else to her on the subject because then it becomes me being clingy and rapey and before any of you say “are you not” no I’m normal not like the child fucker pika over here

You have no wisdom

You told a guy he fucks dogs

I’m not sad I’m just confused

So denial

Nah I’ve accepted it but I’m starting over lol

Because if she said she isn’t ready for relationships to me then she won’t be with others

I’ve already established that that is not required

But at the same time it was like a not now not a not never

Ha

I still don’t understand why she would say she doesn’t want to hurt me but proceed to do so by turning me down

I will decapitate 14 Canadian geese

Heck

Fucking fuck